It all started like this Ninth grade freshman year So happy to be in high school I shedded a tear So many cute dudes to choose from I knew it was one That was right for me Well I thought at least He was the big guy on campus On the football team Basketball homecoming He was voted for king And there was me I was on the cheerleading squad Sweet six-teen looking for love in my heart It was a beautiful thing from the start I must say only problem was My parents was strict They ain't play No phone calls after eight No staying out late I'm like dam give me a break Hormones kicking in Start displaying my shape More concern with my looks Then my books and grades Headed no where fast I was on my way Curiosity come on I know yall relate
It's been a year now I'm a sophomore Mature and know more But still I'm young and dumb And plus I'm unsure Who I am What the future has in store Man I'm trying to be grown Cuz my parents now divorced I took a charge to roll with Dough Boy Moms tried to force me to move to New York But of course that plan it fail short She found herself caught up in court For child support Drama problems of all sorts Stressing started smoking new ports Carefree about the ones who care for me Lost teen giving up on my dream And as worst as it seems Had me thinking crazy things Like suicide that better everything if I jus die Fullblown without guidance or a home I'm startin to get stomache pains That's strange what could be wrong
What do I do I ask myself everyday A child given birth to a child What can I say This wasn't suppose too happen Here I am turned my back on my fam Well god dam This wasn't even part of the plan I'm spazzin out When I lay down at night the hurt Just burst out I shout how could he leave At my time of need Especially now I'm pregnant And due in three Maybe I should have it And give it for adoption I can't graduate I aint been to school since august Often I hear this voice talking In the back of my mind So problems in my life I just pray for my time to come God take me leave my child behind I'm on the run adrenalin pumpin So angry I could kill something Don't make me prove it Cause if you don't do it Then I will do it I'm foolish and so stupid
